From the conviction of your sin to lovingly
reaching out to others is a wonderful process.
Psalm
51:10 Create in me a clean heart, O
God; and renew a right spirit within me.
11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and
take not thy holy spirit from me.
12 Restore
unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.
13 Then
will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto
thee.
This
morning during worship the Lord touched my heart in a wonderful way with a song
about Jesus doing all He did at the cross He did all for love. There is a line
that says, “The love that tore the veil within my heart.” Suddenly I was
transported back in time to the day and evening when I got saved, Dec. 17, 1971.
My girl friend and I stepped in the door of what had been a barn, now in
transformation to become much more, and my personal walls were destroyed by a
Presence I knew nothing about. You could say that the veil within my heart was
shredded.
Earlier
this morning, during prayer meeting before the service, the verses from Psalms
came strongly to mind. We often sang that chorus back in the 1970’s. Thinking
about that these two things that the Lord spoke to my heart I realized the
connection. The four verses quoted above are a progression, indeed a process
every Christian goes through. Before going into this marvelous process, please come
with me back to Dec. of 1971 in a place called Freeville, NY where there was a
Christian commune called Love Inn.

Begun in the late 1960's as a community of young people
seeking Jesus, Love Inn occupied the farm of Peg Hardesty. The community
eventually expanded to include a radio and tape ministry as well as
coffeehouses, worship seminars, and various publications. The church was later
incorporated and the name was officially changed to Covenant Love Community.
http://covenantlove.squarespace.com/about
The Lord
moved on Peggy’s heart to give the farm to those starting this commune. The way
I remember it, the women lived in her house and the guys slept in a part of the
barn that was transformed into a dormitory. Peg’s kitchen served all these “strays”
until a kitchen was built in the barn. The Lord miraculously provided for
everything they needed and that was one of the things that really caught the
attention of this former “commun-ist” (misspelling intentional). The other draw
was a very beautiful “hip chic” I recently met, she had a joy I didn’t
understand, her inward and outward beauty was irresistible to me. Her
invitation to go Love Inn with her was impossible to pass up.

Other
verses in that song from this morning’s worship asked what would I have done, what
would I have become, if it wasn’t for the Cross, if it wasn’t for that love
that tore the veil in my heart. What if Susan hadn’t invited me to go there?
What if Love Inn wasn’t there, less than ½ hr drive from Cortland State where
we were students? No doubt I, and many hundreds of similar people, would have
been dead or in jail.
Now let’s
look at the process that starts at such a cross road.

Step 2: Verse
11
Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from
me. Having experienced His presence enjoins this prayer; it is far too
wonderful to ever desire to away from. I learned this lesson the hard way. A
few weeks after I got saved I took my guitar to and audition for a band at
someone’s house in the country. The pipe was coming around as several us where
jamming. I didn’t know better than to take what was freely offered. We smoked a
lot of pot that night, the air was completely filled with the smoke. When we
stopped playing I felt that separation from His Presence. The old paranoia hit
me harder than I could remember. Repentance followed swiftly.
Step 3: Verse
12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation…
I think it
gives the Lord Heart ache when His kids don’t remember, nor experience with
ever increasing dimensions, this unspeakable joy. We are saved and can experience
Him in ways within and beyond our senses constantly. We all try to do so much
on our own, and usually fail or just don’t measure up to His expectations. If
we would just stop striving and listen to His usually gentle leading life would
get better. His joy will grow in our hearts and we’ll be more successful in
every way. The RESTORATION of the JOY OF SALVATION can be a daily experience,
even if it is just a depth breath and heartfelt utterance of,”Thank you Jesus.”
Step 4: This is
perhaps the most important and most rewarding. With the previous steps taken we
can declare our intent to follow the Great Commission,
Psalm 51:13 Then
will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto
thee.
Matthew
28:19 Go ye therefore, and teach all
nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the
Holy Ghost…
20: Teaching them to observe all things
whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the
end of the world. Amen
Don’t you
just get excited about the end of verse 20, the promise of His Presence with us
always and everywhere? How can we do anything less than what He said to do? The
love of God in our hearts should stir us with compassion and love for people
who don’t personally know Him. To know Jesus is to love Him and consequently
all those He died for – that doesn’t exclude anybody. The joy of salvation
equates to the joy of the Lord, is exceeds the realm of “happiness,” it is the
source of inner strength. This is my biggest motivation for writing these blogs.
In
conclusion, look at the command to those who just went quickly through this
process. The Law of the Lord had been ignored for a long time. The book was
found and read to the people. They experienced deep conviction for their sin and
tears of repentance flowed. Now with this new outlook on life, with their commitment
to follow the Lord, their leader commands them,